Dreams and their interpretations - Part 1

 Dreams and their interpretations - Part 1




 


    After watching the movie 'Maara' - a Tamil remake of the Malayalam movie - Charlie, I rested for a cozy Sunday afternoon nap. The movie was so-so. I like fast moving thrillers which are mind-intriguing. I had this dream that I remember so vividly after waking up.

     I was at my house, when my dad comes home along with his 3 colleagues. He says, we need to serve them snacks and water. I search for the sponge angel cake in the fridge and I check to see if the quantity will be enough for 3 members. I quickly look down to see fire eating down a tissue paper. I try to put it off quickly with a microfiber cloth that I find in the Dev Ghowlo (Pooja shelf). I, then, turn to quickly scan the fridge again for more cake. To my surprise, the fire hasn't been put off yet and I find water in the Ganga jal copper container. I pour it on the fire and I am not able to put it out. I have emptied the whole contents of Ganga jal water and it should have been more than enough to put this fire out. My eyes play tricks and I am unable to extinguish the fire. In the background of my mind, I am also scared of my examinations in the coming week for which I am unprepared. There are three subjects which I haven't touched. My brain over works as to how to cover the full portions before the exam. 

    I wake up. I take my mobile and google the meaning of 'unable to extinguish fire' dream meaning. One of the results said, "If you find yourself unable to put the fire or equipped with a small fire extinguisher unable to do its job. It means that you are not ready to encounter the change in your life, spend more time, and think about how you face your problems". 

       It felt logical. I am in a situation where my life is transforming into new beginnings for my highest good. As I am in comfort zone, I am not ready to step into the new beginnings yet. It will take sometime. I will let go of my daily worries and struggles and be free, some day.



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