My beloved Ammo :)

My Beloved Ammo:)




 

Jan 5th, 2021

Yesternight, I had a dream. Ammo - my paternal grandmother as I call her, was with me. I ask her, "Amma, why should I go through these many health issues and difficulties for conceiving a healthy, happy, live baby? Why can't I just have a happy, healthy, safe pregnancy?" She just looked into my eyes and smiled. I didn't expect an explanation from her. I just wanted to hug her and cry into her lap. 

Today morning, I recalled this event when I was making tea. My eyes see the clock without any intention and the time is 10:00. Recently, I have been seeing x:00 frequently. I recollected most of the events from my dream and the clock showed 10:10. Ammo spoke through the clock to me. 

But, I ask the time (Her) - Do you still have any attachment for me? Aren't you Shunya (nothingness)? 



 

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