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Who’s my guide?

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Since Oct-Nov 2020, I have been noticing angel numbers - mostly :00 and 11:11 multiple times. There have been times when I had already left the room and then got reminded of something else to do. That’s when I took a quick glance at the phone and saw 11:11. How is it possible ? Who is making me look at these angel numbers? Usually when I see angel numbers on the phone, computer, stove top clock, microwave clock, bedside lamp digital clock, car time, someone else’s Apple Watch time, I pray.  At one point, I was becoming impatient that I got angry over these angel numbers and stopped praying because the life was not in my control. It took a while “again” to understand that life was never in my control. I have already made the choices of my entire life. I am experiencing this life only to understand why I made this choice.  After the birth of my first child, I prayed to the “Spirit guides”/ angels whoever is guiding me to look at these numbers that I would need their support unti...
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Feeling Aligned?

   2023 December - My husband always keeps talking high about his firm that I asked him, “Hey, can I apply for job roles at your firm, do you have any issues with “husband and wife” working for the same firm?” And he replied, “yes go ahead and apply if you find anything suitable”.       This excited me a lot and the next day, I enthusiastically searched for similar job profile and to my luck, I found one that matched 75 percent of my previous experience. I was so happy, I immediately sat and edited my resume and applied for it on the job portal.        I came to know that my husband’s senior at his college in the US works as a manager in the same firm and that I can reach out to her for referral. I did send her the resume and I got a call from Talent Acquisition team the next day. I answered all the questions and patiently waited for the Hiring manager interview round.       Days and weeks passed by and yet there wasn’t an...
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                 Blessings in the Skies - Part I                I still remember the nights when I used to feel sad for not being able to get pregnant and have a baby. Years were passing by and yet I felt I was stuck at the same level. Every time I flew to Seattle to visit my sister in law and family, I used to expect, "Oh, if only I could get pregnant and have a happy, healthy baby before I visit Seattle the next time!", but it was not happening. I visited Seattle four times between August 2020 and April 2022.                 After the chemical pregnancy in Jan 2022, I was convinced enough that I was going to shift my energies to a different place for a new city and life. My husband got a job in a new town - 3 hours away from our city. He got his offer letter on a Friday afternoon. The next day on February 19, 2022 - we made a sponta...
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Just be

                                     Just be           Life is not linear. It is not sinusoidal either. At least for me, for now. I don't feel like I am going Up. I am in the rock bottom and when I think the only way is up, I feel I have fallen behind 4 feet. I don't know what is happening with my life. I see and read a lot of motivational quotes to do this, do that. For example, take deep breaths, meditate, move your body - To do all that, you need that default amount of energy in both mind and body. If your mind is overwhelmed, then it doesn't definitely want to co-operate with your body to perform above said activities.            You can realize the rock bottom only after 5-10 years of hitting that rock bottom. If you are still in rock bottom, your hope of going up may be shattered if you fall behind deeper. So...
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Process of Re-birth

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 Process of Re-birth                                                                                It was the first week of December 2021. The weather was warmer as usual. My neighbors had planned for their house warming get-together. It was a lunch gathering. I was getting ready. I went to the backyard to dry my hair and saw a flock of bird feathers on the grass. I went near and I saw they were a mixture of grey, black, white, brown combinations. The first thought that occurred to me was: Some bird had been killed during a fight. The feathers were lying around but the dead bird had been lifted off to somewhere else. But then I felt, there is no sight of blood on the grass, so there never really was a fight. Our backyard has a CCTV camera installed. I rewound ...
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Reassurances and Grounding techniques

 Re-assurances and Grounding techniques 1. Be aware and consicious. 2. You are more confident compared to 2020, 2021. 3. You are eating right. 4. You are trying to work out. 5. Listening to Narasimha prapatti 6. Reading Sundara Kandam 7. Shilpa's re-assurance that a lot of positive changes coming your way - You just have to be centered. 8. Even if you go in loops, you are aware and know the way to come back home to grounding. Cheers <3 
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Dreams and Interpretations - Part II

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 Dreams and their interpretations - Part 2          Today is January 14, 2022 - Pongal festival that is celebrated on 1st day of Tamil month  தை. This festival is devoted to the Sun God.                      I had a vivid dream today few moments before waking up. My college mates Preethi and Nandhini are talking seriously about something. Nandhini looks worried.                      Nandhini and I were working for the same firm and her wedding happened one week before my wedding in 2016. I approach them asking why so sad? Nandhini replies, that she has left her hometown to return to office post COVID and now that Omicron cases are increasing, she is left stranded and not being able to return to her hometown. She says, she is 5 weeks pregnant with her second baby.             ...
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